Sunday, January 31, 2010
@ 5:39 AM
yesterday night was HELL for me .):
you said , you have a girlfr .
and want me to sms you as friend . if not dont text .
sigh .
just within 1 week ,
you're with other girl .
although we just two weeeks tgt ,
but those memories ,
those things you did ,
were nice .
good memories acutally .
but . we broke up .
then , now your telling me your attached .
fuck .
i dont understand .
i dont understand why we broke .
i dont understand why you ignored me .
i dont understand how you can forget me easily ,
i dont understand how come youfound another girl , so quickly .
i dont understand you .
i dont .
called bestfr ,
and i went pouring with tears
i couldnt control .
i really cant .
heart-to-heart talk with you .
and i cried .
yes , couldnt stop .
my voice shivering .
then , i calmed down .
and your friend called .
his name was ken . HAHAAH !
and bestfr was singing all songs by nick . HAHA !
HI BARBIE !
HI KEN !
wna go for a ride ?
SURE KEN !
blahblahblah ..
your friend talked out withme .
it helped .
or it didnt .
im confused . ):
i dont dare to talk .
cos im crying .
sigh .
Bestfr , you told me ,
th more they tear us down ,
th more we must pull ourself together .
yah i know ,
but , how?
BabyJWenn , you told me ,
Every 'Hello' ends w a 'Goodbye' aye ?
yah , i know .
but , how ?
Everyone's asking me to give up .
Everyone's saying he's useless .
Everyone's saying he's a jerk .
when everyone starts shooting at him ,
My heart hurts .
idk why .
I think your nice
very nice .
just that , idk how say .
You know how i feel ?
I cant do w/o him .
i'll crash w/o him .
i'll die w/o him .
I need him .
but when i tell my friends about my thoughts and feelings ,
they would just say ,
that im stupid .
why hang on to a guy that dont love you ?
why hang on to a guy that treats you like this ?
He dont love you .
if he does ,
he wont hurt you like that .
instead , he wil talk things out nicely .
you will all say this . asking me to forget him .
but you never know how i felt , right ?
cos its not you that lost your boyfr . right ?
its not you thats hurting , right ?
i mean , thanks for all those advice lah ,
not shooting anyone .
but no one understands me ,
its like ,
youre with a guy ,
that love you so much .
and you love him alot too ,
chat everyday .
and two weeks pasts ,
he ditch you .
and you feels sad .
and th next week , he's attach .
how'd you feel ?
cos thats how i feel right now
Went dinner .
thought i saw you .
th hair ,
th face ,
th size ,
yah almost everything ,
resembles you .
i just kept staring at that guy .
idk .
cos i really miss you alot .
didnt eat much .
just few spoon of rice and thats it .
imissyou .
IMISSYOU !
,
with ♥
with ♥