Thursday, January 28, 2010
@ 11:58 PM
i have no idea what to do .
i really dont .
i lost two person on two days .
one , my grandfather .
nextday , my boyfr .
sigh .
im lost .
text you for so many days ,
what you did was - no reply .
SIGH !
miss you so so much .
i dont wna irritate you ,
by texting you so many stuffs .
but sometimes , i just wana let you know ,
i stil love you , and i want you back .
really .
heard you talked to roy and cat yesterday ,
but stil , nothing was done .
i knew this time , it is really over .
and i cant do anything anymore .
i cant change your mind .
you said yoiu love me .
but why doing things to hurt me ?
tmr's our one month .
we could go out .
we could movie .
we could do everything together .
but ,
we didnt made it there .
we broke ,
just at 2 weeks .
shorter relationship really hurts more
idk why .
i miss you .
i love you
i want you back .
i wana talk to you in th middle of th night ,
i wana talk to you in th afternoon .
i wana text you in th morning , telling you im awake .
i wana hear your voice .
i wana call you baby ,
i wana tell you iloveyou baby .
i wana hear you calling me baby .
i wana hear you saying iloveyou .
im sorry i kup your phone that night .
im sorry i made you worried by not telling you everything .
i love those little funny quarrels we use to have .
over things like you didnt eat or i didnt eat .
imiss those times .
regret not treasuring you enough ,
that made you leave me .
thank you for everything you did .
thank you for ppapmering me ,
thank you for threatening me to eat , or say iloveyou,
thank you for tolerating everything that seems nionsensical to you .
thank you for caring for me so much ,
thank you for rushing right home and bathe fast , jsut to talk to me
thank you for cutting down your amount of cigg from alot to 1 day 5 sticks .
you did alot of things for me .
but i didnt do anything for you .
i made you angry .
i made you woried .
i made you unhappy .
but i really really want you back .
no reply = killing me .
crying like fuck really didnt help .
it only made me suffer more and more .
now what i can do ,
is to stop bothering you ,
and get on with my life .
i know i cant do it .
so i'll be waiting .
waiting for your reply .
waiting for you to accept me again .
waiting for you to call me baby
waiting for you to say iloveyou again .
waiting for you to say never leave me .
waiting for everything to happen again .
but not those quarells .
i dont want them .
i'll be waiting .
so right now ,
you can concentrate on your studies .
you can play soccer for as long as you like ,.
you can spend all th time as you want .
you can smoke as many cigg as you want .
but baby , imissyou .
please , contact me soon .
im dying .
Th rain falls on my windows and th coldness runs through my soul
and th rain falls , oh th rain falls
i dont wana be alone .
i wish that i could photoshop on our bad memories
because th flashbacks ,
oh th flashbacks ,
wont leave me alone .
if you come back to me
I'll be all that you need .
Baby come back to me
let me make up for what happened in th past
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , your one in a million (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , your one in a million (one in a million)
Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
and she buys this ,
and she buys that ,
just leave her alone .
I wish that he would listen to her
side of the story
it isn't that bad
it isn't that bad
and she's wiser for it now
I admit i cheated (admit i cheated)
Dont know why i did it (why i did it)
But i do regret it (do regret)
Nothing i can do or say
can change th past
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , your one in a million (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , your one in a million (one in a million)
Everything i ever did
Heaven knows Im sorry but i was too young to see
you were always there for me
and my curiosity got th better of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
call me what you to babe
I open my heart to be
you are my priority
cant you see you punished me
more than enough already
baby take it easy on me
Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me
baby come back to me (Come Back)
baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need (Come Back)
baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , Your one in a million(Come Back) baby come back to me (Come Back) I'll be everything you need (Come Back) baby come back to me (Come Back) Boy , Your one in a million (One in a million ) Come back
Baby come back to me(Come Back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come Back) baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need(Come Back)
baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , Your one in a million (One in a million )
went songkah th day after we break . sigh .
spend many days there .
while praying ,
saw gay dogs were fucking right infront of us .
at first , first two rows were laughing .
then whole third row laughed .
damn funny .
my cousin said she saw my ah gong .
my uncle dreamt of my ah gong .
sigh .
woke up late today .
mum brought me to school .
we lost our way .
went all th way to hougang mall .
rounded there two times .
went past xin min 3 times .
after spending 40 mins,
reached school .LOL
kay , then i realise i came that one , and i never bring pad .
WTF ?!
then blahblahblah .
after school met birdy'sboyfr.
immediately i thought of eugene ):
waiting for bus to go home .
saw very handsome guy in upper deck .
handsomeer than gary , :/
im bored .
idk what to talk about .
i have miss ou .
hate die her .
fuck off .
Posted ,
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