Tuesday, June 2, 2009
IM FEELING LOUSY !! @ 5:16 AM
papa went for parents meet .
duno which cher tel my papa i keep laughing ,
and laugh till 1st floor can hear .
so i told eileen .
HA ! she said nadleen tell her mama ashe keep laughing and talking LOLOLOLOL
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enough of th good side , here's th bad ones .
today's an uber saddd day ...
you're so unactive in texting today .
only received few text from you
from 11am i started to w8 for ur reply .
till 2 plus , then you texted me . ..
whats going on ? you told me uer sick ..
ok so you'd better get well soon , and keep me accompany .
then ... i'd let you rest .
noe something ?
loadsa texts are flooded in my draft box .
i typed many textes. but i didnt send'em .
i wana send . but i dont dare .
i'm scared you wont reply me , and ignore .
i dont wan that to happen .
i dont wana lose you .
no texts from you , whole day machiam no soul .
play game oso lose .
cook food using electric de can cook untill got big fire in th pot . -.-
i cant do anything good th whole day .
6.30 .. still w8ing for uer text .
i got tired .
whole mind's flooded with you .
i went to sleep , with my hp off-ed ..
dont wana be dissapointed .
ok woke up at 7.30 .
inbox flooded . but not from you .
delitedelitedelite .
then a special text i received .
yay ! you text me .
and started with 'BOOMBOOM !!'
hahs . but actually i didnt smile on that particular text .
i cant ..
you mentioned something behind .
ok i shant say it .
yeah im in a very very lousy state now .
can someone cheer me up ??
esp you ??
and idk lahhs .
tears flooded my eyes today . three times a day .
how bad can i feel ? .
thanks for th effort though .
if you love me , let me know .
if not , PLEASE gently , let me go ...
but i wont let go .