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Sunday, January 31, 2010

@ 5:39 AM

yesterday night was HELL for me .):
you said , you have a girlfr .
and want me to sms you as friend . if not dont text .
sigh .
just within 1 week ,
you're with other girl .

although we just two weeeks tgt ,
but those memories ,
those things you did ,
were nice .
good memories acutally .

but . we broke up .
then , now your telling me your attached .
fuck .
i dont understand .
i dont understand why we broke .
i dont understand why you ignored me .
i dont understand how you can forget me easily ,
i dont understand how come youfound another girl , so quickly .
i dont understand you .
i dont .

called bestfr ,
and i went pouring with tears
i couldnt control .
i really cant .
heart-to-heart talk with you .

and i cried .
yes , couldnt stop .
my voice shivering .
then , i calmed down .

and your friend called .
his name was ken . HAHAAH !
and bestfr was singing all songs by nick . HAHA !
HI BARBIE !
HI KEN !
wna go for a ride ?
SURE KEN !
blahblahblah ..

your friend talked out withme .
it helped .
or it didnt .
im confused . ):

i dont dare to talk .
cos im crying .
sigh .

Bestfr , you told me ,
th more they tear us down ,
th more we must pull ourself together .
yah i know ,
but , how?

BabyJWenn , you told me ,
Every 'Hello' ends w a 'Goodbye' aye ?
yah , i know .
but , how ?

Everyone's asking me to give up .
Everyone's saying he's useless .
Everyone's saying he's a jerk .
when everyone starts shooting at him ,
My heart hurts .
idk why .
I think your nice
very nice .
just that , idk how say .

You know how i feel ?
I cant do w/o him .
i'll crash w/o him .
i'll die w/o him .
I need him .
but when i tell my friends about my thoughts and feelings ,
they would just say ,
that im stupid .
why hang on to a guy that dont love you ?
why hang on to a guy that treats you like this ?
He dont love you .
if he does ,
he wont hurt you like that .
instead , he wil talk things out nicely .
you will all say this . asking me to forget him .
but you never know how i felt , right ?
cos its not you that lost your boyfr . right ?
its not you thats hurting , right ?

i mean , thanks for all those advice lah ,
not shooting anyone .
but no one understands me ,
its like ,
youre with a guy ,
that love you so much .
and you love him alot too ,
chat everyday .
and two weeks pasts ,
he ditch you .
and you feels sad .
and th next week , he's attach .
how'd you feel ?
cos thats how i feel right now

Went dinner .
thought i saw you .
th hair ,
th face ,
th size ,
yah almost everything ,
resembles you .
i just kept staring at that guy .
idk .
cos i really miss you alot .
didnt eat much .
just few spoon of rice and thats it .
imissyou .
IMISSYOU !

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Saturday, January 30, 2010

@ 3:35 AM

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i hate you .
i hate you
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU !

FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU!
go and die please .
just go and die .
bang wall ,
hang yourself ,
slit ,
stab yourself ,
jump down , (not from 1st storey)
i dont care how you do it ,
but just FUCK OFF!
people , KILL HIM PLEASE !
Huimin , youre th best at killing people .
kill him please !
JSUT FUCK OFF AND DIE !
FUCK YOURSELF AND DIE !
i hate all those ignoring stuffs
i hate all those ignoring stuffs .
I HATE ALL THOSE IGNORING STUFFS !
I HATE ALL THOSE IGNORING STUFFS !
I HATE ALL THOSE IGNORING STUFFS !

all i wanted to do ,
was to talk to you .
get you back .
its okay if you dont want .
but dont have to ignore like fuck right ?!
LIE LIE LIE .
everyday lie lie lie
whats th point ?
WHAT ?! WHAT ?! WHAT ?!
i've had enough
enough enough enough ! (fuck , whats wrong with th bold ?)

i thought i will die w/o you .
i thought i would just crash and fall .
but i wouldnt .
just cos your avoiding thing , made me stand strong
i must learn to let go .
yes , i must .
waiting for almost 2 years , i can let go .
so whats this 1week to me ?
i can do it .
i must do it .
i jolly well must do it .

* well peishun , just shut th fuck up .
cos youcant do it .
you cant do anything right .
i know you cant do it .
youre just saying it to ease yourself .
you are just trying to spend time to hate him than on missing him .
right ? i knew it .
i know you still love him
i know you still miss him
i know you still want him
i know you dont hate him
i know i know i know .

so just SHUT THE FUCK UP !
STOP SAYING HOW MUCH YOU HATE HIM !
STOP SAYING THAT YOU CAN GIVE HIM UP EASILY !
STOP ASKING HIM TO DIE !
STOP ASKING PEOPLE TO KILL HIM !
he might get misunderstood , and kill you . CHEH !

but seriously , imissyou lah eugene yeo . ):

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart ?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart , now ?

Why would you wanna make the very first scar ?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Maybe i should've seen th signs ,

should have writing on th wall .

And realize by th distance in your eyes that i would be th one to fall .

No matter what you say , I still cant believe .

That you would walk away .

It dont make sense to me , but

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart ?

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart , now ?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar ?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Its not unbroken anymore

How do i get it back th way it was before ?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart ?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart , now ?

Why would you wanna make the very first scar ?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart ?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart , now ?

Why would you wanna make the very first scar ?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

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Friday, January 29, 2010

@ 8:38 PM

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@ 5:14 AM

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no mood .was talking to baby on msn ,
she was also complaining about love stuffs .

sigh .imissyou

^ took from Chui's blog

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Thursday, January 28, 2010

@ 11:58 PM

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i have no idea what to do .
i really dont .
i lost two person on two days .
one , my grandfather .
nextday , my boyfr .
sigh .
im lost .

text you for so many days ,
what you did was - no reply .
SIGH !
miss you so so much .
i dont wna irritate you ,
by texting you so many stuffs .
but sometimes , i just wana let you know ,
i stil love you , and i want you back .
really .

heard you talked to roy and cat yesterday ,
but stil , nothing was done .
i knew this time , it is really over .
and i cant do anything anymore .
i cant change your mind .
you said yoiu love me .
but why doing things to hurt me ?

tmr's our one month .
we could go out .
we could movie .
we could do everything together .
but ,
we didnt made it there .

we broke ,
just at 2 weeks .
shorter relationship really hurts more
idk why .

i miss you .
i love you
i want you back .
i wana talk to you in th middle of th night ,
i wana talk to you in th afternoon .
i wana text you in th morning , telling you im awake .
i wana hear your voice .
i wana call you baby ,
i wana tell you iloveyou baby .
i wana hear you calling me baby .
i wana hear you saying iloveyou .
im sorry i kup your phone that night .
im sorry i made you worried by not telling you everything .
i love those little funny quarrels we use to have .
over things like you didnt eat or i didnt eat .
imiss those times .
regret not treasuring you enough ,
that made you leave me .

thank you for everything you did .
thank you for ppapmering me ,
thank you for threatening me to eat , or say iloveyou,
thank you for tolerating everything that seems nionsensical to you .
thank you for caring for me so much ,
thank you for rushing right home and bathe fast , jsut to talk to me
thank you for cutting down your amount of cigg from alot to 1 day 5 sticks .
you did alot of things for me .
but i didnt do anything for you .

i made you angry .
i made you woried .
i made you unhappy .

but i really really want you back .
no reply = killing me .
crying like fuck really didnt help .
it only made me suffer more and more .

now what i can do ,
is to stop bothering you ,
and get on with my life .
i know i cant do it .
so i'll be waiting .
waiting for your reply .
waiting for you to accept me again .
waiting for you to call me baby
waiting for you to say iloveyou again .
waiting for you to say never leave me .
waiting for everything to happen again .
but not those quarells .
i dont want them .
i'll be waiting .
so right now ,
you can concentrate on your studies .
you can play soccer for as long as you like ,.
you can spend all th time as you want .
you can smoke as many cigg as you want .

but baby , imissyou .
please , contact me soon .
im dying .

Th rain falls on my windows and th coldness runs through my soul
and th rain falls , oh th rain falls
i dont wana be alone .
i wish that i could photoshop on our bad memories
because th flashbacks ,
oh th flashbacks ,
wont leave me alone .

if you come back to me
I'll be all that you need .
Baby come back to me
let me make up for what happened in th past

Baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , your one in a million (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , your one in a million (one in a million)

Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
and she buys this ,
and she buys that ,
just leave her alone .

I wish that he would listen to her
side of the story
it isn't that bad
it isn't that bad
and she's wiser for it now

I admit i cheated (admit i cheated)
Dont know why i did it (why i did it)
But i do regret it (do regret)
Nothing i can do or say
can change th past

Baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , your one in a million (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need (Come Back)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , your one in a million (one in a million)

Everything i ever did
Heaven knows Im sorry but i was too young to see
you were always there for me
and my curiosity got th better of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
call me what you to babe

I open my heart to be
you are my priority
cant you see you punished me
more than enough already
baby take it easy on me
Baby take it easy on me

Baby come back to me
baby come back to me (Come Back)
baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need (Come Back)
baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , Your one in a million(Come Back) baby come back to me (Come Back) I'll be everything you need (Come Back) baby come back to me (Come Back) Boy , Your one in a million (One in a million ) Come back
Baby come back to me(Come Back)
I'll be everything you need
(Come Back) baby come back to me (Come Back)
I'll be everything you need(Come Back)
baby come back to me (Come Back)
Boy , Your one in a million (One in a million )

went songkah th day after we break . sigh .
spend many days there .
while praying ,
saw gay dogs were fucking right infront of us .
at first , first two rows were laughing .
then whole third row laughed .
damn funny .

my cousin said she saw my ah gong .
my uncle dreamt of my ah gong .
sigh .

woke up late today .
mum brought me to school .
we lost our way .
went all th way to hougang mall .
rounded there two times .
went past xin min 3 times .
after spending 40 mins,
reached school .LOL
kay , then i realise i came that one , and i never bring pad .
WTF ?!

then blahblahblah .
after school met birdy'sboyfr.
immediately i thought of eugene ):

waiting for bus to go home .
saw very handsome guy in upper deck .
handsomeer than gary , :/

im bored .
idk what to talk about .
i have miss ou .
hate die her .
fuck off .

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Saturday, January 23, 2010

@ 4:02 AM

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its all too late .
i regret ,
for not telling you things ,
but i wana thank you , for all those things you said .
for tolerating my nonsense ,
for standing my attitude ,
for caring for me ,
for pampering me ,
for making me smile ,
for giving me everything .

i regret that i didnt cherish you much ,
i really want you back .
i think you is cos of soccer bah .
but i dont uds .
you say you stil love me ,
but you dont wana be tgt .
why ?

its only been 2 weeks .
just two weeks ,
4 quarrels .
and we ended just like that .

sigh .
totally no mood ley .
fuck lah ,
cry everyday only .
sigh .

imissyou ♥

and i want you back .

Friday, January 22, 2010

@ 6:11 AM

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talked with you yesterday
i was crying ,
at first you idnt notice .
then , you found out (shit )
then i didnt tell you what happen .
then th whole conv diff .
total silence for veryvery long .

i guess your angry .
you didnt even reply me a goodnight or what ,
you just reply short texts .
dissappointed .

next day ,
you never told me you woke up .
i thought you stil sleeping
so i didnt text .
til i asked if your angry .
then alot happen lah ,

whole afternoon machiam never text .
dammn sad ley !
i thought thats th end alr .
no hope liao .

went mac with bird .
i tried to cheer myself up by singing along with th chinese new year song .
birdy damn funny .
then went mac ,
i cried lah ,
bird's trying veryvery hard tio make me smile .
in th end , i start to eat her fries .
i said ' eh i want soggy one . no more ): '
then she take one fries and soak in her mouth .
then we both started to play with fries .
soak in mouth and whole thing sogging with saliva .
then we flick it , th saliva spread on wall . LOL

thanks bird .
then went her house .
watch some videos .
and P.C .
HAHA !
damn funny i swear .

guess my mood's better .
so i went home .
in bus ,
you stil didnt reply .
i felt worse lah ,
cat , kill me please .

then i cried again in bus wtf .
at night you finally reply .
you said you fell asleep .
i said ok , but in my mind ,
i dont feel ok at all .
i dont know what are you thinking at all .
and i dont know if youre lying lah ,
i really have no idea .

sigh ,
off to watching this guy sing . its damn damn funny i swear .
it all starts with CAT lah !
show me his video . LOL .

this damn funny . v
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UI36i6--mA

then yeah , suprisingly i found th song that he sang nicely .
as in same tune .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEpIOc9VmNE&feature=related

so you can guess how horrible he sings . HAHA !

and im so into this guy luhr ,
his singing is good ley .
i like , HAHA !

but his face , as what doeramon said , CMI .
HAHAHA !

this is nice .
just dont see th face .
use ears is can liao .
^^

and omg , please kill me .
i see this video , i dont feel like living .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nu3Loq8axps

seriously go and see lah ,
its damn damn funny
start from 1.40 .
he do until like WTF !
and at 2.15 , WALAO !
KILL DIE EVERYONE PLEASE !

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Wednesday, January 20, 2010

@ 1:03 AM

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everyday , it was school school school .
school was only fun with friends .

very angry that i missed my bus while i was at bus stop !
its like 147 come alr ,
then this guy stand up and wen infront .
then i also stand beside him .
then i never look ah ,
was adjusting uniform .
when i look up , BUS VOOM AWAY !
WALAO !
fuck die th guy lah !
waited 10 mins for another bus -.- wtf

guitar yesterday .
halfway through , through reflection , saw joel walk in .
then i saw another person behind him .
look back , wtf .
I.S.A.W.J.O.N.G.C.H.I.
walaoooooooo
come for what ?
LOL

then janer and kefei and sab keep say ' peishun , concentrate ah . '
LOL although i liked him for veryvery long ,
but that doesnt mean i still like him , WAHAHA .
took me very long to give up , and i finally did it kay ,
pro ah .
oh anyway , fork , jiayou !

was late again today , HAAH !
cos met cat at bus stop .
i thought she one person only .
she come down ,
got 3 guys came down ,
all funky type . LOL

i can get more time cos i stay boonkeng , LOL

and WALAO !
CAT SABO ME AGAIN !
we in canteen queuing up for noodles ,
then she say ' whisper '
then we whispering .
i said ' dont want lah '
then she jitao ' JIAYU ! TA JIANG NI HUAI HUA ! '
WALAO ! she everytime sabo me ):

then went point ,
and homed with birdy !
kept laughing.
threw her ice cream HAHA !
she say what salad ., LOL

then wait for super long bus then come .
talked with bibibi today ^^
ME : wa next next year can buy cigg le ah '
Eugene : no lah , next next year can ride motor alr .. voom voom .
ME : HAHA ! voom voom .
Eugene : arbo motor derderderderderder ah ?

LOL he damn cute can ?
last time he do ' zzzz zzzz '
then he do ' gruu gruu '
now he do voom voom and derderderderder ,LOL

>>>

geography lesson , drew this .
must decorate ley !
and they all say NOT NICE !
WALAO !

and seriously lah ,
i think this very chio ley !
they keep say not nice . where not nice siah ?
nice right ?
cheh , hahas .
but i really happy with it can , HAHA !
kill me please .

kay im off , buhbyeeee

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Sunday, January 17, 2010

@ 2:17 AM

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- went malaysia .
- played
- sick
- came back singapore

thats what i did from friday to sunday .
LOL
nothing to update anymore .
byeeeeee
and seriously lah ,
th love story is VERY touching

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Thursday, January 14, 2010

@ 6:08 AM

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WALAN LEY !
MY CHEM AND PHYSICS IDK HOW SIAH !
jialatjialat . ):

Ahcai didnt laugh at all my jokes .
he still say is nursery standard . saddd .
LOL .

went mall w/o huat and doraemon .
wwas buying chicken ,
saw one guy look liek desmond .
then doraemon keep saying 'OMG OMG DESMOND DESMOND ! '
then desmond was walking ' towards us '
i said ' eh walao desmond comming larh ! (points , and he saw X( '

then the group keep looking at us also , liek dio tj liek that .
then in th end , they ask for huat's number , HAHA !
an they super childish one lorh ,
xia suey only .

idk how describe school .
today was damn funny .
usually meet huat in bus one ,
if she never come up ,
i go down at next stop to wait for her .
then today ah ,
i use another phone mah ,
then cannot hear properly .
then mistakes lah !
then she didnt come up also ,
so i went down .
i wei le her ,
went down th bus that have handsome you know !
go th xiao bai also ley !
my god .
then huat didnt see me , LOL
then in th end , i waited for another bus come .
10 plus min ):

went school ,
late . -.-
2nd time .
3 time jiu detention , idk lah , wtf ?

went point with birdy .
laughing like crazy i tell you .
reall crazy .

kay , i wana sleep alr peeps ,
BUHBYE !

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year,
when we went to a trip from a club.
I found that I fell in love with him.
Before that trip was over,
I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers,
but we loved each other in different ways.

I always concentrated on him only,
but by his side, there were so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.
"I can’t"
"Why? You need to study at home?"
I felt disappointment grabbing me.
"No… I am going to meet a friend…"
He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him,
I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before.
To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…
200days…
Everyday, before we say goodbye,
he would just hand me a doll,
everyday, without fail.
I don’t know why…

Then one day…
Me: "Um, Jin, I …
Jin: "What…don’t drag, just say..
"Me: "I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home."
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’
and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared,
like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many…

Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him,
and stranded myself in my room,
waiting for his call.
But…
lunch passed,
dinner passed…
and soon the sky was dark…
he still didn’t call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.

Then around 2am in the morning,
he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house.
Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: "Jin…"Jin: "Here…take this…"
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: "What’s this?"
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now.
I’m going home now, bye.
" Me: "Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
"Jin: "Today? Huh? "
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted…"Wait…"
Jin: "You have something to say? "
Me: "Tell me, tell me you love me…"J
in: "What?!"
Me: "Tell me!"
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily,
if you are desperate to hear it,
then find someone else.
"That was what he said.
Then he ran off.My legs felt numb…
and I collapsed to the ground.
He didn’t want to say it easily…
How could he….I felt that…
Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day,
I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.
He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That’s how those dolls piled up in my room…
everydayAfter a month,
I got myself together and went to school.

But what made the pain resurface was that…
I saw him on a street…
with another girl…
He had a smile on his face,
one that he never showed me…
as he touched the doll…
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room,
and tears fell…
Why did he gave these to me…
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…
In a fit of anger,I threw the dolls around.

Then suddenly, the phone rang.
It was him.He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: "Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?"
I couldn’t help hating him,
acting like nothing had happen and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: "I don’t need it. "
Jin: "What….why…"
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: "I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!!
I don’t want to see a person like you again!"
I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
"I’m sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: "You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?!
Just throw it away!!! "
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.

Then… Honk~ Honk~ With a loud honk,
a big truck was heading towards him.
"Jin! Move! Move away!"
I shouted…
But he didn’t hear me,
he squatted down and picked up the doll.

Jin, move!" HONK~!! "Boom!"
That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I
had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…
And after spending two months like a crazy person…
I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days…
when we were in love…
"One…two… three…"
That was how…
I started to count the dolls…
"Four hundred and eighty four…
four hundred and eighty five…"
It all ended with 485 dolls.

I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
"I love you~, I love you~"
I dropped the dolls,shocked.
"I….lo..ve…you??"
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
"I love you~ I love you~"
It can’t be!
I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
"I love you~" "I love you~" "I love you~"
Those words came out non-stop.

I…love you…
Why didn’t I realize that….
That his heart was always by my side,
protecting me.
Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach,
that was the last doll,
the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out,
the on that I was missing so much…
"Jo…Do you know what today is?
We’ve been loving each other for 486 days.
Do you know what 486 is?
I couldn’t say I love you….
Um… since I was too shy…
If you forgive me and take this doll,
I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die…
Jo… I love you…"
The tears came flowing out of me.
Why? Why?

I asked god,
why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that…
and for that reason…to me…
it became courage…
to live a beautiful life….

gosh .

i like to read this over and over again !
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

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I HAVE NOTHING TO POST !
just wana say , i had fun with huat , birdy , and others .
laughing liek crazy !
I today laugh til sore throught .
AH CAI !
DONT SAD LEY !
DONT SAY ' die died dead '
say ' Live life lifed lived living '
(: smiles lah !
dont feel so hard kay !

and i saw abby at mrt , chuadio .
she shout my name, WHOAH !
chio kay !
(:

hmmmmmmm ,
Jongchi , *WHOAH ! got 9 points for O
(: happy ffor him .
very happy , LOL (:
and YOU REPLIED ME !
WHOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO !

fucking happy (:
kay , im tlaking to cat nao .
AND SHE KEEP NUDGING ME FOR IDK WHY !
so i must nudge back , WAHAHAH . so , BYE !

Eugene , missdie you !

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Sunday, January 10, 2010

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hmmm ,
how many quarells we had ?
i dont want them anymore ,
thanks for hearing me explain ,
if not things will turn out horribly .
woke up at 5 ?
went airport send dad to japan ,
blah , what am i talking .
alot aneh siah !
WALAO !
my dad going india or japan ?!
LOL
then homed
nothing to say ley ,
webcam-ed with him just now .
he's damn funny . X)

IMISSWUGUI LEY !
WALAO !
missdie you siah wuguiwugui !
harhar .

Eugene.Y Bibibi !
miss die you too !
stop stalking my blog !
LOL
reading my posts at late night .
HOW CAN ?!
go and sleep early hor . (:
miss you (:

school starts 9.30 tmr .
who will be late ?LOL
have no idea meetingwho tmr . gosh .
kay , im off .

very hotttt
BYE !

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Thursday, January 7, 2010

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totally too shag to use comp yesterday .
dead beat !
school was hell this few days .
recess , bought our food ,
didnt finish even half of it .
me and birdy was laughing til really cannot eat ,
RETARDED ELEPHANT AND GOBLIN .
LOL
then bell ring , gosh ,
and and , helicopter very handsome ah !
LOL
dont know which cher show us her wedding photo ,
then show th hoteliocopter and Bonsai cat
LOL

then me and huat keep saying ' cher , your cat ah ' ?
LOL
then huat suddenly flick at me arm ,
i turn back , she said ' HAI ' LOL

then stayed back for guitar practice , for thurday .
proceeded home ,
chat with bomberWomen on th phone on bus ,
i was angery with him can !
then i reach home about 6 ?
sleep dao 9 .
then woke up , bathe , eat ,
went back to sleep at 10 . LOL
then something happen lah , ):

Today
eyes was swollen ._.
>>skipskip ,
today , cher was all wierd canzxc .
i vol for english and lit rap .
HAHA !
just cos th cher was pretty , LOL .

performance was not bad .
saw two shuai ge at band booth , HAHA !
then went home at 6 plus .
i think ,
damn hungry and tired .
didnt eat breakfast and dinner ): shit .

theres alot of thing to buy lah !
WALAO !
and i want to sleep , LOL

BomberWomen ,

why would i say those things yesterday ,

is cos you said i shouldnt keep things to myself .

then i said , and things got nasty .

you asked for break .

and i said i was regret for saying those things .

i want to take back my words .

i called you , you didnt pick up .

you asked me to give up ,

and go for other guys .

i was thinking ,

thats th end of us ?

its only th 7 day ,

and thats th end ?

i dont want .

i asked if you stil love me ,

you said yes .

i called you ,

and i was crying like WHOHAAAA !

i couldnt speak at all manzxc .

you keptasking me to stop crying .

like how ley ?

then you called me Baby ,

and i thought , theres chance .

so i just kept crying like idk why .

you cried too , and im terribly sorry .

yes , ima fucker ,

who dont think of whats th result before talking .

thats why things like that happen .

and after talking alot alot of things ,

you said i could take back my words ,

and you would take back your words .

then , we're fine again . haha

i swear i was stil crying loh ,

for 1 hour siol :/

after th incident ,

i dont think i wana tell you anything anymore .

its going to be a big matter again , right ?

you asked me to tell you things

and dont bottle up ,

but now ,

how ?

how to tell you ?

i dotn wana quarrell again .

seriously i dont want .

that 1 hour plus was hell for me .

then ,

who can i talk to now ?

i dont wana tell you anymore .

imissyou lah ,

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Tuesday, January 5, 2010

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met huat and some c/o at point today ,
buy drinks and went school .
morning ,

B.O.R.E.D !

then take temperature ,
i got bring ,
but huat never bring , so i follow her go down take tmp .
GOOD RIGHT ME ?!
of cos lah ,
thenthenthen ,
cher ask us start decorating table !
WTF !
i p4 decorate table ,
now sec 3 already !
stil decorate !
wtf !

THEN !
we dont want then we poker ^^
i lost 3 dollars ): made fake !
then that YKL keep ask us keep cards ,
then alot times alr , we start decorate table :O
we ask teddy help us draw (: thanks .
then my paper was on huat's table , and i sit infront her

then cher got one bag of markers
huat ask me bring whole bag come , easier find pen .
then i bring whole bag come alr ,
she find her needed pens .
then i find mine too , and put on my empty table .
then i put back th bag back on cher tble ,
and came back ,
YKL say
YKL : eh cannot bring home th pen !
ME : har ? where got bring home ?
YKL : then you put on your table ?
ME : eh no , i want to use one !
YKL : then where your paper ?
ME : here lah ! (point to huat's table , she was laughing-her-as-off)
YKL : cannot bring home ah ! that one teacher's one y'know ! (walks away )

then i ask huat
' eh what you tell him ?! '
(laughing ) , i say you want to bring home his pen , (laugh again )
then we start to laugh dao peng , LOL
bitch right she ?!

LOL then we decorated ,
huat ask me write ' naufal putimak ' .
then we both wrote ' my teacher is noob and kiasu ! '
LOL then th YKL saw , HAHAHAHAHAHAAH !
the th mr ng (?) VP came in ,
and ask bout th class motto stuffs ,
and i kept raising hands , LOL

then went recess ,
recess was HELL i tell you .

then went up class ,
idk what i did .
then soon it was after school ,
went to find tanny ,
then went canteen , saw amanda and sit down talk .
THEN before that , morning i saw one sec 1 guy veryveryery cute !
small small one X)
first sec 1 guy i saw .
then i tell amanda say i saw one guy very cute .
then th guy walk past , HAHAHA !
then i bang table, he looked , LOL

then went guitar .
i text that BomberWomen , NEVER REPLY !
so worried yknow !
then BomberWomen reply said he jus woke up , at 3 . WTF ?!

then si dao pigu pain !
and i was talking to tanny ,
then amanda told me i dio sabo , for BassAmp. LOL wtf ,
then my hand blistered ! shit .
then went home round 5 ?
walked with amanda .
we walked through point .
then ! i saw a guy ,
i was like ,
EH WALK FASTER ! GOT HANDSOME !
the walk dao open air ,
i saw th guy i was finding ,
then amanda keep saying ' whoah '
then i say 'EH WALAO I KNOW HIM SIAH!'
LOL !

then was telling her our stories , HAHA !
and ! she is blooddy hell motherfathersisterbrother siah !
(kay , what am i talking )

wet home , 147-ed
talked with BomberWomen , (:
had KFC , ^^v
then comped .
and i suddenly remember one joke Huat asked
Huat : What starts with F , and ens with K ? its not Fuck .
Me : how many letters ?
Huat : manymanymany letters (laughing )
Me : I give up .
Huat : F___ ____K

WTF !
first reaction , LAUGH LAH !
WALAO !
where sheget from one siah , LOL

kay ,

this BomberWomen ask me post bout him ,

Laugh-Out-Loud

BomberWomen ,

hmm , starting ,

i thought you was just joking or honging .

til you said you was serious ,

only after 2 weeks ,

i realised , for that , im sorry .

then , yesyes , i admit ,

tht during first few days , i was numb .

but i didnt tell you ,

cos i knew it would hurt you deeply

i kept it to myself ,

and for that , im sorry again

few more days later ,

it felt better . hahah .

you would call me to chat ,

and got once , you was so funny , i swear .

i asked you ' why so silent ?

i forgot what you said :C

then i said ' silent mode ah '

i forgot what you said .:C

i only rmb,

i say ' then vibration mode is what ? '

then you reply ' zzzz zzzz '

Laugh-Out-Loud

damn funny .

hmmm , we would talk at least once everday .

and everytime it will last for at least 1 hour or so .

we will talk til late night ,

and you wil ask me to go and sleep ,

cos i have school tmr .

got once ,

you said you work til 12 am .

i said i'll wait .

i waited from 9 plus10 (?) to 11 plus

and i told you i going sleep alr .

then 12 plus , i saw you sms ,

saying you at home alr ,

and you said you quarelld wth parents ,

!@##@$!@!$%

then , i called you , asking what happened .

(gosh , i so wei da canzxc !)

you kept telling me go back sleep .

i insisted you tell me .

you said you will tell me nextday .

i said NO , tell me now and i go sleep .

and you told me .

hahaha ,

then , sometimes ,

we will ' argue ' like morons ,

and in th end , when i lose to you ,

you wil say

' so who win ? Eugene.Y (: '

and i wil say

' you sure you want to win mah ? '

then youwill say ' okay lah , i let you win '

Laugh-Out-Loud

then when you say something ,

i cant hear , i will say ' HAR ? '

then you wil copy and say ' HAR ! nothing '

LOL then i say ' you better say ! '

after 2 or 3 times ,

you would confess , Laugh-Out-Loud

then , you will say imissyou at least 5times in a day .

that was sweet .

and you would ask me if i did eat .

if i said no ,

then you wil say you wont eat later ,

Laugh-Out-Loud

andwhnever i say ' threatener ,

you would laugh at me

and say HAHAHA ! theres no such word .

and i wil always say you step yi ge chim ,

english educated .

Laugh-Out-Loud

then , you will text me even when im in malaysia .

and whenever i didnt reply ,

you would send another text . hahaha foolish .

you will home and bathe fast after soccer

just to chat with me .

you even text me when you're working (its a HAHA ! )

when i told you bout this irritaing guy ,

you would help me settle him .

(you better not forget your promise hor ^^)

i like you saying ' eh you hong my stead ah ? '

idk why . Laugh-Out-Loud :D

and when i told you he stil textes me ,

you will get dulan , HAHAAH !

you told me , you not scared of huimin ,

Laugh-Out-Loud

HUIMIN !

EUGENEYEO NOT SCARED OF YOU !

and you say want let me hear *** snore one !

you never !

WALAO ! ):

KAY , BomberWomen ,

LOoooooong enough ?! ^^

took me 1 hour to think and type , HAHA !

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Monday, January 4, 2010

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KU WO ROCKS !
just dl-ed it , HAHA !

irritating lah you ,
dog !

talked with Bi on th phone in afternoon ,
threatener wher funny ?!
bomberwomen siah you , LOL
he kept forcing me , LOL .

he was fuckd up with someone ,
thanks kay ,
and WALAO !
you come my blog ,
never tag siah !
dont friend you manzxc .
imissyou ley !
school tmr ):
meeting c/o :D
hahaha ,
bai !

fork ,

jiayou kay !

dont fal l !

even if you did ,

limbu here to catch kay !

whoohoo !

what ever you do ,

limbu support support siah !

just try your best kay ,

love you many ,

; MUA !

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Sunday, January 3, 2010

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first day of school always suck at first . intended to meet c/o at point .

but a bloody rain ruined it ,

LOL so met birdy at bus stop ,

then walked in .

siah lah , 325 jam siah ! sian ,

then went class , blablabla ,

our form cher , is Mr Yee

co- form , is Mrs Bu ,

i was sitting at my seat ,
then alyssa ask me
' heard you in a relaition ship ? with who ? '
LOL

then alot other ppl also ask , LOL
wild fire spreads fast siah !

slept through th whole morning ,
frrm 8 plus to recess , like shiok only ^^
then recess was hell irritating
fernandez dont allow us to wait for ppl , WTF ?!
then ate with birdy !
laughed ):hahs .
after school ,
went mall with c/o .
bus ride was fun.
laughing like crazy ,
met huimin's friend ,
i like her !
' i am soh - dong ' !

went to eat at ljs .
gosh , laughing so hard ,
singing songs , LOL
went to make huat's ez link ,
then homed .
met a pervert on mrt . -.-
shant elaborate .

reached home ,
immediatly head for toilet , LOL .

i've been thinking ,
all those stuffs are bothering me .
like , one's my bestfr ,
one's my boyfr ,
who to belive ?
super sad kay !
its been only less than a week ,
and we quarelled . sigh .
sorry for my attitude , B .
im sorry .

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@ 5:19 AM

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back from malaysia .
die lahh ,
tmr schoool start .
who's my new classmates ?
who's my new teacher ?
can we stil poker like last time ?
gosh ,
im worrying so many things .
would be a sleepless night for me today ):
sigh .

meeting huat and c/o tmr at point .
hahaha .
birdy ,
i miss you .
LOL

and ah gong ,
god bless you .

gahhhhhhhh ,
92345738 ,
you is idiot or what ?
so long le ,
dont give up .
eat shit kay !

LOL
off to other things
i miss my cousins
i miss my class mates
i miss birdy
i miss my boyfr , (:
i miss everyone (Y)

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